in case you were wondering, the insurance appraiser just called to tell me my little black Civic is a total loss.

it's dead.

now i have to decide if i really want to buy a car or save heaps of dollars each month from insurance and car payment. and if i do want another car, do i want the same exact car again (it did me so well) or do i want to try something else, like a VW Golf.

i so don't want to deal with this right now. i was perfectly happy with my car. and normally i'd love going car shopping and picking out something new. but all i see it as now is a hassle.